E.C.J.L

06/08/2010

2010-08-06T05:42:00.000-07:00

feels very tired today
i really hate it but i dont know who to tell it to
so i write my feeling here
today custormer maybe not many, but because of system error so i was busy of this
since we were busy, so my collegue didn't like last time wanted to do much or less
maybe they also know system error, so do less wont so busy after that
but i dont know why have to be like this,
this all is a collegue should be like that ma?
than when going to end work le the few minutes got few custormer come in and wanted apply passport...i remember is three,
so the three custormer is me do also
why when going to end work i have to do it, why not they do? i never say i am not happy doing it but why everyday is like that
all they wish is can end work faster and go home earlier,
than i dont wish to go home early le ma?

dont say le
says le also wont change anything

lets me tell you all something happy, me and him going to 1 years le...this 10aug is the date:)
we decide to book chalet to celebrate^^
so excited and looking forward to it
bye to my friends here who listen to my feeling
i will write my feeling again
and last of all

dear i love you and misses you

loves
JL

05/08/2010

2010-08-05T06:08:00.000-07:00

好累哦，有一个朋友介绍一份公作给我……它的低薪是1300BUCKS……可是地点有点远，我好执捉……

04/08/2010

2010-08-05T05:59:00.000-07:00

今天有些不开心，因为同事只顾自己……说真的我只是想作工的时候，大家能公平点，不是做工时你做的很多，我就没做到……等放工的时候就全部推给我，你们这样做公平吗？

03/08/2010

2010-08-05T05:57:00.000-07:00

今天有些好有些坏，心情很不稳定！

02/08/2010

2010-08-05T05:54:00.000-07:00

今天也许是我的幸运之日，可能我不想管这么多了……

01/08/2010

2010-08-05T05:42:00.000-07:00

差点跟他分了，还好我们有和好了……
说真的，我们分不到几分钟……
我的心好痛，好舍不得……
就打给他跟他说我不要……
一开始是为了一点小事而分……
佳慧说的对，我不可以把分说放在口里……
说真的有时会觉得好累，可是我好舍不得他……
还好没有，不然会后悔死了……

01/09/09 tuesday

2009-09-01T07:54:00.000-07:00

sixth day of working...

31/08/09 monday

2009-08-31T07:00:00.001-07:00

fifth day of working...

29/08/09 saturday

2009-08-29T19:05:00.000-07:00

twenty four day of learning...

28/08/09 friday

2009-08-29T19:03:00.001-07:00

fourth day of working

27/08/09 thursday

2009-08-27T07:20:00.000-07:00

third day of working...

25/08/09 tuesday

2009-08-25T17:12:00.000-07:00

second day of working.....
hais sprained my leg:(
hey zm. happy birthday!

24/08/09 monday

2009-08-24T06:51:00.000-07:00

first day of work...
feel very happy and unhappy
happy is because my colleague very take care of me:)
second is don't know neh, no mood lo:(
hais...
what should i do man?

22 and 23 august

2009-08-23T07:24:00.000-07:00

twenty two and twenty three day of learning.....

19/08/09 wednesday

2009-08-19T06:12:00.000-07:00

twenty-one day of learning.....

18/08/09 tuesday

2009-08-18T06:37:00.000-07:00

twenty day of learning...

16/08/09 sunday

2009-08-16T18:15:00.000-07:00

nineteen day of learning...

14/08/09 friday

2009-08-14T08:25:00.000-07:00

seventeen day of learning.....
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eighteen day of learning.....

11/08/09 tuesday

2009-08-11T07:18:00.000-07:00

sixteen day of learning...

08/08/09 saturday

2009-08-08T04:08:00.001-07:00

fifteen day of learning

07/08/09 friday

2009-08-07T06:54:00.000-07:00

fourteen day of learning

06/08/09 thursday

2009-08-06T07:28:00.000-07:00

thirteen day of learning...

04/08/09 tuesday

2009-08-04T07:39:00.001-07:00

tweleve day of learning

02//08/09 sunday

2009-08-02T09:10:00.000-07:00

10 day of learning
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11 day of learning

31 july friday

2009-07-31T07:39:00.000-07:00

ninth day of learning

29 july wednesday

2009-07-29T07:12:00.000-07:00

busy, chatting with jiahui, marcus, beehong, angie, winston and kang:)

29 july wednesday

2009-07-29T05:45:00.000-07:00

eighth day of learning...

28 july tuesday

2009-07-28T06:47:00.000-07:00

seven day of learning:)
thanks sis for your support,
i will jiayou de!
looking forward to saturday and sunday yeah
going out with my sis and her classmate,
we are like one big family!

26 july sunday

2009-07-26T05:53:00.000-07:00

sixth day of learning,
feeling is very weird
sort of thinking of him...
but still can how, when i work out the perm
i don't have the mood to perm
the result came out is bad,
what should i do?
this shouldn't be carrying on anymore
hais

25 july saturday

2009-07-25T06:43:00.000-07:00

fifth day of learning
finally get the result i want
but still need improvement la:)
i will jiayou de!

24july friday

2009-07-24T18:21:00.000-07:00

4th day of learning
finally perm the whole head le:)
but perm out the result is very ugly:(
sad la, it is very difficult la...
but i won't give up
jiayou! jiayou! jiayou!

23/july thursday

2009-07-22T17:54:00.000-07:00

2rd day of learning
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3rd day of learning

sun 19july

2009-07-19T18:31:00.000-07:00

hi everyone:)
i going to talk about yesterday, my 1st day of learning
is like that...
i about 8sumting brin my sister to tuition near my parent shop, so after dat i went to hlp in e shop
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so abt 11 sumting my 2 niece cum 2 my parent shop prepare to go 2 chinatown for e study of hairstyling, bt my 2 niece haven register
so when we reach ther, i went 2 study, how 2 seperate hair
n hw 2 perm hair, tis step s veri hard la...
i work out 2 6sumting, i stil can't gt e standard of e teacher:(
s bcoz i didn't hold e part hard wher i shd nt let go, so my work came out 2 b loose
reali damn hard la, cant tel u al more le
hehe
2dae e sch s off, so i 2dae veri free
so hello my dear fren i every mon free
ask mi out on mon ya, hehe
lookin forward to tml class
hope i can gt e teacher standard as fast as possible:)
goodbye everyone
n 1 last ting beehong please send e pics we took on friday to me
hehe, thx:)

2009-06-28T08:13:00.001-07:00

2009-06-26T08:27:00.001-07:00

2009-06-26T03:24:00.001-07:00

this is in kbox we took e foto:)
we sing alot of song
bt i most like this song

2009-06-24T18:00:00.000-07:00

2009-06-18T07:40:00.000-07:00

2009-04-26T07:03:00.000-07:00

Outing with Gf(:

10 april 2009 friday

2009-04-10T05:20:00.000-07:00

nowadays i felt uneasy, because i message him he didn't reply or because of other question?
can who tell me what happened to me?
do JL miss zm?
i think not bah, is my problem
hais dont think le la, think le also no help
forget it, lets talk about my today's life
ah today is a fine but rainning day:)
and i am enjoying my day for today is because i having off day
don't need to go work see the supervisor face, hahaa
this is not the reason actually,
got to go bye
cya by my next update^^

2009-01-23T05:52:00.000-08:00

2009-01-10T08:16:00.000-08:00

today i woke up at 5sumting
went to prepare myself
than went to my shop and eat breakfast, take care of the shop, packing koropok with my mother, eating lunch, packing plastic bag
haha this is what i always do in my mother shop:)
about 2sumting went home bathe, prepare to go out meet my sisters(jiahui, joyce and sam)
than i meet them at tampines inter small mac, got jiahui, joyce, sam, kenneth, joyce fren and joyce fren e fren
we went to nanyang poly open house, went 2 eat mac and tell alot lame jokes
after dat we went to clarke quay
when reach clarke quay, we alighted e mrt
den e kenneth sae we alight in e wrong stop, tis s little india
den jiahui quickly jump in e mrt, haha lol
den we went to clarke quay dat wher gt alot of pub n s near 2 waterfall dere
den i urgent went 2 pub toilet
den when i cum out, they already gang up 2 throw mi in the waterfall
the kenneth and sam s too strong le, i cant even stop myself drop in e waterfall
so i gt drenched, den i damn malu lo
walk until wher gt ppl c
den we decided take mrt bck 2 tampines
we went to mac n drink sum hot stuff
chat awhile
den went home le
actually i really wish he will go, but just now chat with him
told him wat happen to me 2dae, den after dat he sae he went to operation jus nw
i suddenly lyk no mood 2 sae anyting le, wat happen 2 mi?
shd i ask him wat happen?

2008-12-20T07:32:00.000-08:00

2008-12-20T06:29:00.000-08:00

ytd went 2 bbq, damn bad mood during e bbq
first i 4gt 2 brin e most important 2 e bbq(lighter)
i'm sorrie ya
second i felt i am extra in ther, cause everybody gt their fren 2 tok 2
n for mi i went 2 jiahui n her fren, they tok in their topics
i nvr blame u al, s i felt dat i dat dae shdnt b dere, felt so left out
third my secondary fren came, n more worse we didnt invite dem
sum more they sae we invite dem bt wat wat wat lo...tis s e most worse i gt in bbq
hais

thursday 18dec2008

2008-12-18T07:54:00.000-08:00

2dae went out wif joyce, jiahui n sam
first i mit joyce n jiahui at mrt station at 2pm
bt hor they 2 hor aiyoyo stil late
den jiahui arrive we went to buy foods n drinks 2 eat
after dat joyce arrive
we went 2 buy tml bbq stuffs
we went to tampines mall ntuc, century square shop n save, tampines mart e shop n save n last of al we stil go sum minimart too
we bought mani tings
after long walkin damn tired we went to joyce hse 2 do al e stuff ready
woohoo so excited tml bbq
hw i wish he didnt go overseas, if nt i can invite him go le=(
hey thx gals 4 when ever i am down, u al wil b dere for me=)
felt sleepy, write until here ba

2008-12-18T07:31:00.000-08:00

mi mi

2008-11-05T07:30:00.000-08:00

fotos taken on 5nov(sam birthdae)

2008-11-05T06:20:00.000-08:00

15/08/08 friday

2008-08-15T08:24:00.000-07:00

2dae s my first dae of work=)
jus cum bck frm work n feeling veri tired nw=s
nxt tm write longer okay, feelin tired n wanted 2 slp le=)
gdnitez every1^^

24/06/08 tuesday

2008-06-24T08:48:00.000-07:00

hais feelin veri down nw, wat hv i done wrong?
y frens always lyk 2 backstap each other?
even you reali hate e victim, u oso shdn't do dat mah...
wil u b hap after doin dat?
u nvr tink of others feelin, u jus hate den u jus giv it a stab!
u noe hw pain e victim feels!!!
u sae i backstap her, y dun u sae urself oso been doin dat 2 her al awhile!!!
i can swear dat i didnt sae, bt onli i dun wan u n her frenship bcause of mi breaks...
u ppl c others mistake, bt nvr notice actuali u hv made a big mistake!!!
i dun wan 2 sae anymore, i feel tired 2 sae...
hais

20/06/08 friday

2008-06-20T08:25:00.000-07:00

damn tired jus cum bck frm work...
u mus b curious dat wat am i workin, hahaa
i tel u le, dun u al laugh=P
sellin ice-cream wif my sister, hehex
sian, we onli sel $52.20
n we gt 20% of it ($22.30)
lucky we met sum1 dat s lyk okay la, hlp us buy ice-cream
i stil rmb dat ard 9sumting we went 2 e carpark n we r lyk tired n thirsty decide 2 jus wait dem cum bck den oso can slack mah=X
den we saw a lorry inside gt 2ppl at first, den i went 2 ask dem "uncle wan 2 buy ice-cream mah?" den 1 of dem replied dat "if u cal mi kor kor den i wil buy frm u"
den i tinkin lol y shd i cal u kor, haaa bt i stil cal la 2 make dem buy our ice-cream hehex
after sel dem, we already walk quite a distance, den they were suppose 2 drive off
den they suddenly shouted "can u give mi ur hp no." diaoz=.="'
den i n my sister run away, lol
quite a lame endin, nth 2 sae le=)
end here!
gdnitez, wish every1 happie o=D

18/06/08 wednesday

2008-06-18T07:53:00.000-07:00

had been quite a long time i came here 2 write le=P
yeah finali tis mon goin out shoppin wif jiahui le!!!
so long nvr c her le, so mis her=D
2dae nth special happen, onli i had read 2dae newspaper
n i felt dat i dun noe shd i pity e gal or it s she hu ask 4 it, hais
nth 2 sae, i hope she wil look 4ward, dun tink too much
tings already happen wun chg, e life of journey s stil long 4 us 2 move on
so tink possitive=)
hahaa, n i 2dae send email 2 FIL beauty and spa academy
cause it was offerin a work come study scheme
bt it nd 2 b 21 yrs old to join
i hope i send 2 dem, they wil consider mi
hv nth 2 sae le, end here!

2008-06-14T07:34:00.000-07:00

the Test to Find Out.

2008-06-07T09:19:00.000-07:00

have you wondered how it feels when it's all over?

2008-06-05T07:30:00.000-07:00

have yOu wOndEred hOw it feels wHen it's all Over
wOndEred hOw it feEls when yOu jUs haVe tO stArt a New
neVer knOwiNg wHere yOu'rE gOinG, it usEd tO bE dat wAY
nOw i jUs closE my eyeS & sAy
I jUs waNt 2 brEatHe agaiN
[leArn tO facE tHe jOy & pAiN]
(discOver hOw tO laUgh a littlE, cry a littlE, liVe a little mOre)
I jUs waNna faCe todAy
fOrgEt abOut tHe wOes Of yEstedAy
mAybE if i hOpE a littlE, try a littlE mOre
I'll breAthE agAiN
stArtiNg Out agAin is nEver eAsy
witH a bit Of lUck, it a brAnd nEw stArt
dAt migHt jUs wOrk my wAy
nO neEd tO wAlk awAy
dUn waN tO livE On lifE rEplAy
tHiNgs will wOrk oUt fiNe
If u cAn fiNd tHe cOurAge tO lOok pAst tHe NigHt
tO sEe tHe breAk Of dAwN

picture of xiao wei n her hasband(marrige)

2008-04-26T07:35:00.000-07:00

2008-03-19T01:45:00.000-07:00

你生气来像火灾我哭起来就像水灾

我们两个人加起来刚好就变成无害

你喜欢喝冰牛奶我喜欢喝热牛奶

你的冰块加到我的牛奶就温暖起来

你喜欢走左边因为你说会有安全感

我喜欢走右边因为我觉得比较浪漫

你睡起来是早上我睡起来是夜晚

我们一起翻脸一加一等于是零鸭蛋

我跟你说hihi 你跟我说byebye

我们看似奇怪其实默契一直在

我跟你说byebye 你跟我说hihi

你说奇不奇怪我们见怪要更怪

三轮车跑得快上面坐着老太太

老太太去拜拜小猴子们都好HIGH

你生气来像火灾我哭起来就像水灾

我们两个人加起来刚好就变成无害

你喜欢喝冰牛奶我喜欢喝热牛奶

你的冰块加到我的牛奶就温暖起来

你喜欢走左边因为你说会有安全感

我喜欢走右边因为我觉得比较浪漫

你睡起来是早上我睡起来是夜晚

我们一起翻脸一加一等于是零鸭蛋

我跟你说hihi 你跟我说byebye

我们看似奇怪其实默契一直在

我跟你说byebye 你跟我说hihi

你说奇不奇怪我们见怪要更怪

三轮车跑得快上面坐着老太太

老太太去拜拜小猴子们都好HIGH

我说byebye 其实就在说hi

背朝着你走绕着地球一周

走到你的背后才跟你说hi

就连老太太也说真有道理

你往东走我就往西走一直走到最后

我们在地球在另外一头

一起手牵手小猴子都拍手

hihihihi oh~~ byebyebye

hihihihi oh~~ byebyebye

你说奇不奇怪我们见怪要更怪

我跟你说hihi 你跟我说byebye

你把双手张开我就把你捆起来

我跟你说byebye 你跟我说hihi

一点都不奇怪因为实在怪可爱

小老鼠上灯台偷吃灯油下不来

叫妈妈它走来叽哩咕噜说拜拜

小老鼠上灯台偷吃灯油下不来

叫妈妈它走来叽哩咕噜说拜拜

09/03/08 sunday

2008-03-09T18:48:00.000-07:00

2dae wake up awhile went 2 clean up myself... after dat went 2 buy 4D, den went 2 tm wif my 2 sister... n brought le the sims life stories, my mum presant(a cartoon stick=.='''), n hp accessories... n went dwn 2 first floor cause my sister says watson giv out $30 over goodies out... bt end up nth=.=x
den we went hm le...

05/03/08 wednesday

2008-03-05T06:20:00.000-08:00

hi fren, a long time til nw i den update my blog... hehex, paiseh wor! another dae pas le... i wil quick settle everyting frm kim... den i went 2 find a job, n go pick up hairstlying course... wo mummie shuo de dui!!! wo zhen de shi hen mei you yong!!! zhen tian zhi hui gei ta men tian ma fun!!! hais... wo hao fun ar!!! you shui ke yi jiu jiu wo!!! xiang gen ta jiang, ke shi wo you bu gan!!! hais... shuo yi wo ba wo de xin li xiang de dou xie zai zhe li!!! ba ta shou chang zai zhe li!!!

bu xiang dong de

2008-02-20T08:14:00.000-08:00

當世界　不知不覺的變了

Dang Shi Jie Bu Zhi Bu Jue De Bian Le

有時后　我懷念以前的我

You Shi Hou Wo Huai Nian Yi Qian De Wo

作的夢雖然遠遠的

Zuo De Meng Sui Rang yuan yuan de

想像是一種快樂

xiang xiang shi yi zhong kuai le

擁有了　同時也失去什麼

yong you le tong shi ye shi qu shi me

而眷戀　原來會帶來軟弱

er juan lian yuan lai hui dai lai ruan ruo

你讓我在霧里成熟

ni rang wo zai wu li cheng shou

心開始曲折

xin kai shi qu zhe

我不想舍得　不想懂得

wo bu xiang she de bu xiang dong de

是誰惹誰　言不由衷

shi shui re shui yan bu you zhong

說謊傷害　都是不安犯的錯

shuo huang shang hai dou shi bu an fan de cuo

怕抱不緊什麼

pa bao bu jing shi me

我不想舍得　不想懂得

wo bu xiang she de bu xiang dong de

誰說割愛　才更深刻

shui shuo ge ai cai geng shen ke

彼此依賴是愛不是負荷

bi ci yi lai shi ai bu shi fu he

互相照顧就是幸福的

hu xiang zhao gu jiu shi xin fu de

當世界　不知不覺的變了

Dang Shi Jie Bu Zhi Bu Jue De Bian Le

有時后　我懷念以前的我

You Shi Hou Wo Huai Nian Yi Qian De Wo

作的夢雖然遠遠的

Zuo De Meng Sui Rang yuan yuan de

想像是一種快樂

xiang xiang shi yi zhong kuai le

擁有了　同時也失去什麼

yong you le tong shi ye shi qu shi me

而眷戀　原來會帶來軟弱

er juan lian yuan lai hui dai lai ruan ruo

你讓我在霧里成熟

ni rang wo zai wu li cheng shou

心開始曲折

xin kai shi qu zhe

誰說割愛　才更深刻

shui shuo ge ai cai geng shen ke

彼此依賴是愛不是負荷

bi ci yi lai shi ai bu shi fu he

說謊傷害　都是不安犯的錯

shuo huang shang hai dou shi bu an fang de cuo

怕抱不緊什麼

pa bao bu jing shi me

我不想舍得　不想懂得

wo bu xiang she de bu xiang dong de

誰說割愛　才更深刻

shui shuo ge ai cai geng shen ke

彼此依賴是愛不是負荷

bi ci yi lai shi ai bu shi fu he

能握著手就是感動的

neng wo zhe shou jiu shi gan dong de

我愿意一秒鐘放棄全宇宙

wo yuan yi yi miao zhong fang qi quan yu zhou

擠在只有我們緊靠的小星球

qi zai zi you wo men jing kao de xiao xin qiu

我不想舍得　不想懂得

wo bu xiang she de bu xiang dong de

是誰惹誰　言不由衷

shi shui re shui yan bu you zhong

說謊傷害　都是不安犯的錯

shuo huang shang hai dou shi bu an fan de cuo

怕抱不緊什麼

pa bao bu jing shi me

我多不舍得多不懂得

wo duo bu she de bu xiang dong de

誰說割愛　才更深刻

shui shuo ge ai cai geng shen ke

彼此依賴是愛不是負荷

bi ci yi lai shi ai bu shi fu he

能握著手就是感動的

neng wo zhe shou jiu shi gan dong de

(是誰惹誰　言不由衷)

(shi shui re shui yan bu you zhong)

說謊傷害　都是不安犯的錯

shuo huang shang hai dou shi bu an fan de cuo

怕抱不緊什麼

pa bao bu jing shi me

我多不舍得多不懂得

wo duo bu she de bu xiang dong de

誰說割愛　才更深刻

shui shuo ge ai cai geng shen ke

彼此依賴是愛不是負荷

bi ci yi lai shi ai bu shi fu he

能握著手就是感動的

neng wo zhe shou jiu shi gan dong de

30/01/08 wednesday

2008-01-30T07:51:00.000-08:00

2dae i stay at kim hse, wake up at abt 10sumting...went hm 2 brush teeth n bathe...den after dat went 2 grassland office 2 settle e pay ting...bt i didnt settle n sumore scolded by e wateva boss...so he insists 2 c kim n mi(drag mi in)...wateva la...den i sae okay, i hv 2 go le(i nvr told him tis la)...so i went out e office...went 2 my sch buy drinks, den went 2 expo...uhuhuh i reach le, i went 2 chg pass...den went 2 work lor...bt haiya i am damn tired n stress 2 c dat david n e wateva dogs...always follow by his bck, here n ther...so i take my cheque liao den went 2 e dettol n tok 2 other promoter...wah finds out dat nt al ppl s bad, sum ppl s nt bad...epecially yong ming n my collegue in expo, even though we first tm s lyk strangers...bt anyway even though i been sacked by david i stil can noe al of dem...overal i am stil happie...bt i dat dae oso gt go hm cry for 2 days, den when wan 2 go expo...my eyes s lyk swollen, bt lucky nobody can c through...when i reach ther i stil put on my fake smile even though i reali wan 2 let dem noe my feelin...i tink le n tink, tel dem oso no use...so wateva s over jus let it pass, i stil can work at other department nt onli urs okay david!!! u tink i am kim wateva niece den u can always spy mi...i dun lyk when i work gt ppl behind c, u can put e trust on mi orelse i dun work lor...dats simple rite...ther s too mani tings 2 sel, nt e onli u okay!!! fuck, we r promoters nt dogs!!! work 4 u lyk dogs, cal us 2 do tis do dat...u tink veri fun arh...n dat johnny u tink he gt work meh, onli noe hw 2 ask yong ming go take goods n dunwan hlp...if nt yong ming cum n approch mi, i tink he wil b carry alone le...bt even he nvr approch i wil go hlp too...n dat johnny dun sae i kp follow yong ming 2 david...if nt u e 1 dunwan 2 hlp, i wil b followin him? n summore WTF commission oso gt counts johnny when he dun work...ther s no rite or wrong in tis world le...jus when u noe hw 2 make boss happie n u wil gt e ting u wan...u dunwan work dun make mi e 1 hu kena sacked la...hais, tok abt work veri tired...lets chg topics, hehex...uhuhuh i went 2 jiahui blog n so happie dat she invite mi 2 her hse during new year...i am sorrie dat e job s gone 2 drain...bt i reali so sorrie dat i given u al e promise bt i nvr do it...too sorrie! so if u sae wan break frendship wif mi, i wun blame u...jus wan 2 sae sorrie...okay la tok until here tml has 2 go expo work...so gdnitez le everyone...muacks! hehex=)

23/01/08 wednesday

2008-01-22T20:21:00.000-08:00

i already decided 2 quit sch le, sorrie mr sia n miss latha...
cause i reali nt veri happie abt my GPA
n i tink i am hopeless if i carry on study...
rather cum out find a full time job n work
sumore mr sia ask wat s my dream abt...
i told him i wan 2 bcum a policewomen
hahaz
den he ask mi y
den i nvr tel him e reason
cause i nt sure yet
bt i noe wat s my reason
cause i find police a quite adventurous n mysterious...
so i came 2 lyk tis job veri much
i noe i veri chang qi nw, bt i nw reali veri pain...
gt any1 cum n comfort mi?

童话

2008-01-14T06:20:00.000-08:00

忘了有多久

再没听到你

对我说你最爱的故事

我想了很久

我开始慌了

是不是我又做错什么

你哭着对我说

童话里都是骗人的

我不可能是你的王子

也许你不会懂

从你说爱我以后

我的天空星星都亮了

我愿变成童话里

我要变成童话里

我会变成童话里

你爱的那个天使

张开双手

变成翅膀守护你

你要相信

相信我们会像童话故事里

幸福和快乐是结局

一起写我们的结局

02/01/08 wednesday

2008-01-02T09:12:00.000-08:00

a brand new year cummin rite nw... bt i am nt happie at al... i shd b happie mah, 2 welcum e brand new year? n my birthdae s cummin too... bt hw i wish nw i can disappear at tis world, n went 2 sum wher dat s peace & freedom... nw s 1.15am n i jus cant slp, i was turnin at my bed jus nw... tinkin of hw 2 end my life...i reali feel veri veri tired... bt i tink s no use, at e beginning i hate ppl dat hu can live bt choose 2 end their lives... it s too sillly 2 do tis kind of ting bt y am i tinkin of it nw at tis moment... bt if i am dat person which end their lives, i wil regret bah... bt once a person s dead, ther s nth 2 b worried le... most likely s their families, frens n relationship... can i jus go lyk dat?

29/12/07 saturday

2007-12-29T21:09:00.000-08:00

hmmm...lazy 2 update...=)

不要在我寂寞的时候说爱我

2007-12-27T19:40:00.000-08:00

柔柔的晚风轻轻吹过

我的心情平静而寂寞

当我想忘记爱情去勇敢生活

是谁到我身边唱起了情歌

当初的爱情匆匆走过

除了伤口没留下什么

你总是在我寂寞流泪的时候

用你的双臂紧紧抱着我

不要在我寂寞的时候说爱我

除非你真的能给予我快乐

那过去的伤总在随时提醒我

别再被那爱情折磨

不要在我哭泣的时候说爱我

除非你真的不让我难过

我不想听太多那虚假的承诺

让我为爱再次后悔

犯下的错

当初的爱情匆匆走过

除了伤口没留下什么

你总是在我寂寞流泪的时候

用你的双臂紧紧抱着

我不要在我寂寞的时候说爱我

除非你真的能给予我快乐

那过去的伤总在随时提醒我

别再被那爱情折磨

不要在我哭泣的时候说爱我

除非你真的不让我难过

我不想听太多那虚假的承诺

让我为爱再次后悔

犯下的错

不要在我寂寞的时候说爱我

除非你真的能给予我快乐

那过去的伤总在随时提醒我

别再被那爱情折磨

不要在我哭泣的时候说爱我

除非你真的不让我难过我不想听太多那虚假的承诺

让我为爱再次后悔

犯下的错

27/12/07 thursday

2007-12-27T03:20:00.000-08:00

hais jus cum bck frm kaiting hse...at kaiting hse dat few days happen alot of tings...i hope dat i am happy n nth 2 stress abt...first i broke wif lionel den cumin up damn fuck up... i hate ppl 2 force mi, stop do dat 2 mi le...i hope u understand i broke up wif u le, n stop sayin stupid tings 2 mi...n cumin up s abt mine job...i dun noe la...sumtimes i find dem veri funny...i reali dun wish 2 care abt it, can giv mi sum space 2 breathe...i dunwan 2 bcum centre ppl...it s veri tiring, u al noe mah...i gt veri veri tired nw, sumtimes i noe kim s veri nt a solve ting person...bt can giv sum time 2 solve, u dun nd 2 kp callin n msg mi...y dun u al kp callin kim, nt mi...i am nt e in charge person...den summore jiahui i n u s 5 yrs fren le...bcoz of dat stupid msg, u wan break frenship wif mi...i had nth 2 sae...
DAMN TIRED!!!
wan 2 go 2 a place which nth 2 worrie abt...

22/12/07 saturday

2007-12-22T03:28:00.000-08:00

blar, blar, blar...

21/12/07

2007-12-21T01:26:00.000-08:00

damn tired nvr slp until 7sumting went 2 slp til 11sumting...cause i was awake bcoz c dem play majoung, i wish 2 play bt kanasai sia... 1 of e auntie dat s kaiting bf e mother lyk money face, we was 2 gt 2 play first...bt after awhile she sae play by money, ask us 2 gt up let dem play...so fuck up...den nvm lor, i c dem play...den go hlp out kim at kitchen, den after dat i c dem play den watch tv n den walk here n ther...sians=( den when i went 2 slp, i jus dreamt of sumting...bt i 4gt wat did i dream of le, damn tired lyk nvr slp lyk dat...so late slp so early wake up...cause of e stupid dream, mayb i stil b slpin...hais, i miss my kor kor...miss msgin him, chattin wif him...lata awhile i goin swimming wif kim third daughter(mandy)...actuali we ytd already swimmin le, i onli scared of deep pool dat s 4.1 high...i cant even touch e ground...haaa, btw i had learnt dat e more u scared e more u wun succeed...lyk life too, e more u run e more u wun gt away frm e situation...hope everyting wil b alright bah, n dun wan anyting le...rather b a happy person wif nth...

20/12/07 thursday

2007-12-21T01:25:00.001-08:00

LAZY TO UPDATE, hehex...

19/12/07 wednesday

2007-12-19T11:25:00.000-08:00

2dae i woke up at abt 10am, when kim cal mi...so i went 2 gt ready 2 gt out of e hse... when i s walkin 2 inter 2 take 969, it s abt 10.30am le...so i board e bus at 11am, n it s late le...so i at dat tm pray dat e bus wil cum as soon as possible, n reach e destination soon... when i reach woodland e metro, i walk in e security ther...i saw metro supervisor, hais sian...i jus 1 dae late nd 2 nag until lyk wat meh...dorts! so i start work, den when 2 eat at 2pm...came bck at 3pm, n went bck 2 work... den i went 2 ask 1 of e stuff wat tm e supervisor workin end... den she sae she work morning shift, so go bck at 5.10pm... so i wait til she go bck awhile, den i go bck too... bt abt 4sumting supervisor went 2 c doc, cause i tink she always work too long hours... so she everywher pain, so she went bck at 6pm...abt 6.05pm i begin 2 walk 2 e security ther, 2 prepare go hm le... when i reach hm, i cal my sister 4 takin my shoes...cal her 2 return mi! cause i nd it 4 e BBQ, so after she came bck... i took my shoes went out 2 take taxi...2 beshore road...when reach ther e cab fare s $6sumting...so i gt dwn e taxi went 2 find kim they al...so i went 2 BBQ6 ther saw xiao he n lionel over ther...so i went 2 ask e gal sittin at ther, whether she s kim daughter...so she sae ya...so we began 2 chit chattin...after chit chattin, we decide 2 go up 2 find dem...after reach 20storey, i jus sit dwn ther... waited dem 2 gt ready 4 e BBQ... after ready we went dwn e BBQ peak ther... they started BBQ n wateva...den eatin, chattin, playin...haaa...after dat we went 2 take e cake... n started 2 cut e cake...e cake s okay, nt so yummy n wun b nt nice...

after editin=)

2007-12-18T12:26:00.001-08:00

18/12/07 tuesday

2007-12-18T11:56:00.000-08:00

2dae wake up at 9sumting, so after bathing n preparin it s soon goin 10am le...so after step out e hse s 10sumting n i am late le...=P bt i stil take my own sweet tm walkin 2 inter 2 take 969 to woodland...on e way i tot i saw xiao he, den let mi look at him closely... den i found out s nt him... so i carry on wif my slp, haaa... til reach woodland inter, i walk 2 my workin place... so when reach n punch my card at abt 11.14am...late 14mins, haaa nth big deal...so went 2 work le...awhile lata kim came... after dat we went 2 eat at 2pm n came bck at 3pm... when i came bck my stock s here le, wah damn tired 2 pack it lor...hais...=( stupid custormer u cannt ask other promoter dat s free meh, nd 2 ask those busy wan...NO BRAIN!!! after gt done of my packin, pastin n writtin 4 e pricetag... e tm s abt 5sumting le, so i ask kim wan 2 go hv a coffee... so she sae okay... den we went up 2 e stuff canteen 2 hv a drink n rest... tired!!! den we gt dwn abt 6.30pm... so kim went out, den abt goin 7pm... i cal kim 2 lend mi 20 dollars 2 buy 1 pair of shoes 4 my workin...so okay lor...i bought it when i end my work n clock out my punch card... i went 2 e cashier 2 pay 4 e shoes... den after dat we went 2 wait 4 kai ting, ivan, xiao he n lionel at foodcourt... after they reach was quite late le, abt 8sumting...so we order food 2 eat, lionel buy chicken rice 4 mi, thx! =) n after our eatin, we went 2 market 2 buy e ting 4 e BBQ tml... after buyin kai ting they al went 2 smoke... so i n kim went 2 buy KFC 4 her daughter, den we take taxi 2 kai ting hse, i take a cab wif lionel... kai ting, ivan n xiao he 1 cab... after reach kai ting hse we went up 2 her hse which s at 20floor... her hse s damn nice lor, gt wateva ting... den we play majoung n sian arh...i c dem play until wan slp, haaa lol... den after playin, we r hungry... so we went 2 make pizza 2 eat... cool! if i gt money i surely wil make my hse lyk wat i c in e hse=D den after dat abt 2plus, i take cab bck wif lionel... reach hm at 3plus... a veri veri tired dae 4 mi...

17/12/07 monday

2007-12-17T06:56:00.000-08:00

i woke up quite early 2dae, damn tired...=( abt 8sumting so i go prepare watever i hv 2 do, n preparing 2 gt out of hse... i went 2 take bus abt 9sumting 2 woodland, n i reach ther ard 10sumting... when i reach my working place, i saw e supervisor... so she start her nagging le, y i nvr go work ytd...y here y ther...damn idiot!!! so i told her i last min i had last min had sumting on...den she sae oso mus tel her de mah...den i jus sae orh lor...sian=.="' after a long work, finish work le...goin out e security of e metro...i went 2 take my shoes dat i bought...den i decide 2 went dwn 2 B1 2 make a cal 2 kim...on my way 2 ther, i saw her daughter(kai ting) n her fren(ivan)... den i went 2 ask her wher s her mum...she told mi she dunnoe...so i sae orh...den we went 2 find kim...after i saw kim, i oso saw lionel...so i am damn paiseh...dare nt tok 2 him...*x* den after dat we walk 2 foodcourt 2 eat...bt i am ful so i nvr eat...e lionel kp askin mi wan eat mah...damn irritatin...bt after dat s okay le...den we went 2 wait 4 xiao he 2 cum...den we chit chat al e long...e other joker(ivan) kp disturb lionel haaa...they r quite interesting...den after xiao he came...he go buy food n kp tokin crap...CUTE^^ den kim decide 2 go dwn find e vivie auntie 4 a tok...bt when we gt 2 ther we saw another promoter over ther...so we walk bck 2 foodcourt 2 find dem...den on e way, kim remind mi dat it was too late le...den wat abt tml go out...den i sae okay...n she told mi tel lionel 2dae nt goin 2 watch movie wif him le, chg 2 tml...so at first i dunwan...den aiya nvm lor...cal lor...so i said hey wat abt tml meet, den he sae okay...den i n kim went 2 find dem...n we walk 2 arcade ther 2 find dem...den i c xiao he, ivan n lionel play e punchin bag...always xiao he wins...haaa, lol...den after dat we slowly walk 2 mrt ther...we chat awhile, den i take taxi hm wif kai ting...den on e cab kai ting n mi chit chat abt lionel n her stead...so she persuade mi 2 giv lionel 1 chance...so i tink s okay mah...so i sae okay bt paiseh lei...den she hlp mi tel lionel...first tm he didn't believe...so he cal kai ting 2 make sure, so kai ting pas mi e fone... so he ask izzit sure wat kai ting had told mi, den i sae ya...so orh...i giv it a try, if cannt den accept it bah=)

taken at hm^_^

2007-12-16T09:21:00.000-08:00

16/12/07 sunday

2007-12-16T08:24:00.000-08:00

2dae wake up abt 10sumting...den i when 2 use com...after awhile abt 12sumting i go brush teeth n wash face...n den abt 1plus, i play games...den abt 2 i went out 2 meet kim lor...go buy BBQ stuffs...den buy hao le, go eat sumting...bt i nvr eat la...after e eating...i went 2 queue 4 taxi...den kim go buy otha...quite a long queue, until when kim cum bck den s our turn...we go 2 east coast 1 of e condo, s kim three daughter hm...i n kim smal daughter(jingting) when 2 swim...she arh always cal mi 2 swim baby pool...n play e slide of e pool( cal mi 2 imagine i am superman)slide upside dwn...bt i always sae dunwan la, den she sae dun scared...i behind hold ur legs, den i wan 2 sae i nt scared wan lor...s too lame lor...den she seems lyk nt hap, den nvm lor...i go play wif her lor=( den after playing one two times of e slides, i tell her quite late le, we go bck 2 find her mother...so we go find her mother...after changin bck 2 our own clothes...we went 2 eat...after eating, jingting wan 2 go playground 2 play...so i brin her go lor...den we play swing...after playing...super tired playing wif her...stil ask mi wan 2 play cathing wif her...first i reject bt after dat aiya nvm... play lor, play two three times...den i sae lets go bck find her mum they al...so we went bck...den kim ask mi wan play pokkecard wif her daughter n her fren...den i sae okay lor...den we play by gambling...bt i nvr lose money...i firstly win 6 dollar sumting, den after dat bcum $1.20...lol...after dat they sae dunwan play le, so i n jingting play lor...den we went 2 sit near e BBQ place ther...bt i dunnoe y kim brin jingting go wher...so left mi n her elder daugher(kaiting) n her fren(lionel, xiao he n i dun noe his name) sitting chatting...after dat i dun noe y lionel kp askin mi alot of question abt stead...den sae he lyk mi or wat la...so sudden! den i onli kp on smiling n looking at xiao he(joker) hahaz...he veri cute lor...always do those cute action...lol...i dun noe la, mayb i dunwan 2 go in a relationship bah...bt i tis wed nd 2 giv him ans lei...wat shd i do? i onli saw him three times, den he so sudden ask mi tis type of question...u tel mi hw shd i reply 2 him...lol...reali veri stress lei...so zhongming kor kor i hope u stay happie, dun always stress...dun lyk mi...veri headache wan...haaa, i send u those msg...quite funny...=) mayb i wil sae no 2 him on wed bah...den after dat abt 11plus, we take cab go hm...so on e street we decide i take cab wif xiao he n e 1 i dun noe his name, cause we stay quite near de...den kim n lionel, bt i dunnoe y lionel sae i wif dem take e same cab go hm...den nvm lor, take wif dem...den jingting tok 2 lionel...den lionel suddenly ask tml wan go watch movie, den i sae c first...after dat jingting sae i n him s BG relationship-.-"' den he suddenly hold my hands, i dun noe hw 2 reject...hw sia, i dunwan tis 2 carry on...den i reach hm le, den he kp msg mi n cal mi...so sian...

2007-12-13T05:24:00.000-08:00

Eileen ,

i 'm done with your new blogskin, although quite simple but hope you like it (;

Joyce 'Brother